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Episode 108: On the Way to Dinner

Episode #108

2025-02-19 05:00:10

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On August 28th, 2000, Danny Stewart got on the subway to meet his boyfriend Pete Mercurio for dinner in New York City. As he was exiting the station, he noticed something on the ground. It looked like a baby doll wrapped in a shirt. And then he saw the doll's legs move.
A photo of Haley Woloshen and Cody Bryant standing on a mountain in front of an orange sunset. They are both smiling and have their arms around each other.

Episode 107: Nice to Meet You Again

Episode #107

2025-02-05 05:00:15

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When Cody Bryant suddenly stopped communicating with Haley Woloshen after weeks of hanging out, she assumed she was being ghosted. It was only later that she found out he’d forgotten about her entirely. 
An old color photograph of a couple standing on a porch under a clothesline. In front, a young Black man, Edgardo Griffth, smiles widely at the camera and holds a small frog in his hand. A young white woman, Heidi Ross, stands behind him with smiling eyes, arms wrapped around his waist.

Episode 106: Frog Call

Episode #106

2025-01-22 05:00:21

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The day Edgardo Griffith met Heidi Ross, he asked her if she’d like to come with him to look for frogs.
The first page of Goodnight Moon - an illustration of a room with green walls with two pictures hanging on the walls, a fireplace on one side of the room, and a window looking out at a starry night sky. A small bunny is dressed in pajamas tucked in bed. The floor is red with a brown circular rug and a small tiger rug next to the bed. There is a red balloon floating above the bunny, a small table with a lamp, and a night stand with a phone and a clock.

Episode 105: In the Great Green Room

Episode #105

2025-01-08 05:00:22

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Everything you didn’t know about Goodnight Moon, the book that’s put children to bed for generations — and the woman who wrote it. "She could write very well for young children because she remembered exactly what it was like to be one of them."
Photo collage of a beaver standing on its hind legs looking at fake christmas trees, another image of a cat wearing a bow sitting on someone’s lap, and a camel walking down the highway followed by a police van and other cars.

Episode 104: Beaver in the Christmas Aisle, Pig in the Pumpkins, Camel on the Run

Episode #104

2024-12-18 05:00:27

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Stories we love about animals really going for it.
A photo of a man's hand holding up a mango. In the background are dozens of boxes of more mangos.

Episode 103: The King of Fruit

Episode #103

2024-12-04 05:00:06

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One night in 2018, Ahmed Ali Akbar rented a car and drove two hours to the Detroit airport. He was picking up a package for his cousin – over a dozen boxes of a very special fruit.
A photograph of a page from the Voynich manuscript. Letters or symbols are scribbled across the page and towards the top of the page is an illustration of a group of small, nude women in what appears to be a pool of green water. Strange tubes connect to the pool.

Episode 102: The Manuscript

Episode #102

2024-11-20 05:00:39

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“After more than a hundred years of hard work from some of the greatest cryptological and linguistic minds on the planet, we still don’t quite know what this object is. There’s really nothing like it in the world.”
Detail of the painting Ascent of the Blessed by the painter Hieronymus Bosch. The painting is painted in a dark color, almost completely black, but a tunnel appears in the painting, with light streaming through it. There are people on their way to and through the tunnel.

Episode 101: What Happens Next

Episode #101

2024-11-06 05:00:16

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Recently, Phoebe told a personal story about her mother, who died this year. In this episode, she talks to journalist Sebastian Junger, who was rushed to the hospital one day after feeling sick – and then, he saw something strange.
Photograph of Valentine Judge in her late 30s with a beach in the background. She's wearing a cardigan, has her hair in a braid, and is looking directly at the camera with a slight smile.

Episode 100: Valentine

Episode #100

2024-10-16 05:00:07

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For our 100th episode, a story from Phoebe about her mother, Valentine, who died this spring.
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Episode 99: Prairie Warbler

Episode #99

2024-10-02 05:00:50

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“Every spring it's one of the first birds that I look for. When I hear my first prairie warbler, it resets things for me. It gives me these memories of the past, but it also just reminds me of why I love birds so much.”
Writer Andrew Leland and his son smiling on top of a dome in Italy.

Episode 98: At the End of Sight

Episode #98

2024-09-18 05:00:10

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Writer Andrew Leland was diagnosed with the degenerative eye disease Retinitis pigmentosa when he was in high school. "It was like, 'I'm going out in the woods with my friends at night. And oddly enough, I'm bad at it.'"
Black and white photo of Miguel Esteban as a teenager at his desk leaning over a typewriter with a piece of paper with the logo of his magazine, Transmission.

Episode 97: Octavia and Miguel

Episode #97

2024-09-04 05:00:38

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When Miguel Esteban was 14 years old, he picked up the phone and called Octavia Butler.
A sepia-toned photograph of a young Hawaiian man, Patrick Makuakāne, mid-dance. He is wearing a cloth skirt, a yellow lei around his head, and a lei of green leaves draped around his neck. His knees are bent in a slight squat, and he looks over his right shoulder, away from the camera. There are other men in identical dress dancing and sitting in the background.

Episode 96: Hula with Teeth

Episode #96

2024-08-21 05:00:24

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One Saturday night in the 90s, Patrick Makuakāne and about 15 other hula dancers showed up to a club in San Francisco they called Old Dreamland.
A photograph of BokHee An - an older Asian woman smiling and wearing glasses. She is standing in what looks like an operating room, wearing light blue scrubs, surgical gloves, a surgical hair cap and a surgical mask partially tied around her neck. There is a tray of surgical instruments laid out on a table behind her.

Episode 95: Nurse BokHee

Episode #95

2024-08-07 05:00:24

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Nurse BokHee is in the background of every season of "Grey’s Anatomy." She’s become one of the show’s most beloved characters – but she's only had a few lines.
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Episode 94: A Day at the Crematory

Episode #94

2024-07-24 05:00:01

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Gabrielle Gatto works in the crematorium at one of the most famous cemeteries in the country. Thanks to our friends at Finally! A Show for sharing her story with us.
Photo of Wendy Carlos surrounded by electronic keyboards and synthesizers, with a cat sitting behind her and another cat in her lap.

Episode 93: Switched-On

Episode #93

2024-07-10 05:00:48

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The synthesizer was invented in the 1890s. But for people to really start using it, it took half a century, and a musician named Wendy Carlos.